oo nga naman

i was having a little chat session with one of my closest friends from pinas.


b:
- in all honesty
- sa tingin mo
- magandang makipagbalikan ako kay b?

a:
- di
- eh parang ayaw na nya eh
- susi nga lang ""bye susi mo"

kaya mahal ko yang si a. sasabihin nya blatantly ang ayaw kong aminin sa sarili ko.

natatakot ako sa birthday ko next week. natatakot na nachachallenge. im drowning in depression pero at the same time i've been really trying to rise from this situation. it's a test of one's spirit but sometimes i doubt if i am that strong.