and so we met

i lost my keys yesterday. just when i was about to hold a housewarming party for five people at my tiny flat, last night... i realized that i lost all my keys! darn! good thing i got my friends and they adopted me for a night. awwww... i got super sweet friends.

anyway, the only solution that i got is b. he got duplicates and i know it's not the best time. i was desperate so i had to call him. he was practically ignoring my calls and he would prefer that we text instead. it was a few exchange of texts and he confirmed that he could meet me next day. i was a bit paranoid last night because i did not know if he's meeting me or not. i got a text in the morning saying he could me in the afternoon, which i am literally thankful for.

so we saw each other... after almost two months. he cut his hair. he got that gigantic bike.

what did i feel? i have to admit that there's that one second jump in my heart the moment i first saw him. i have to admit that i wanted to hug him. like what they see in movies... they hug one last time to check if they still love each other.

but you know what, i dont think i still need that. it's gone. i dont love him anymore. it's amazing how you can un-love a person in a very short time. i just need to see him and it got me thinking, hey i am so glad we're no longer together. and im pretty sure you agree with me 100%. it's like you dont know this person anymore and you just laugh all the times that you were trying to get over it.

we talked for 30 seconds. and he turned back to leave. i said thank you (for meeting me and giving me my keys). i turned back and returned home.

im vindicated and it feels so good.