let's give life to this cemetery-ish blog of mine.. im still alive afterall.. what better way to re-live my blog than telling stories about the 'chicago' musical experience? it is effin' epic that even if i am seated at the farthermost aisle i still feel every scene. i watched the movie a few years ago but i was too young back then to appreciate musicals.
now watching it on stage with an increased level of viewer maturity -- i would have to give it one million thumbs up. super duper like. super duper love. you know it's going to be spectacular when they did 'all that jazz' with utmost perfection. they did not fail my expectations and i am glued to the story until the end. it's by far my most favorite musical.
i should keep watching musicals until my money runs out. musicals for the win! now time to save up for 'grease'.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
so... after 3 months im back.
when you're lonely, you blog.
i cannot believe i even thought of getting a tattoo saying 'im contented' at this age. twenty years ago i told myself that i am getting married when im 27. that would be the perfect age. i'd have loving husband that i am legally binded to, shall have a daughter, i'd have good savings, will have friends who invite me for events every weekend, and my parents wont get a hold of me, and i'd still look hot.
AND NOTHING'S GOING RIGHT. NOT EVEN ONE DAMN THING. in a few months i'll be 27th, and i dont even have the enthusiasm to go next building and workout so i can at least look hot.
what's happening to me???
i am sweating in this tiny room and if not for arrival of reah's brother, i would not be talking to anybody for two straight days. i spent my weekend marathon-ing 'how i met your mother'. it's one crazy show and if not for it i would not be exercising my facial muscles. my life is one boring hell.
i am at one of the lowest points of my life. i never felt this low since r dumped me. at least that time i had somebody to blame. but now everything's because of my own doing. i've been with a guy for two years and we dont even see us growing old together. yeah i know that youre in a relationship with the high hopes of seeing it last til the end. we have not gone to that point. i dont think we ever will. we know we are not each other's 'the one'. he's not lifting a finger to process the annulment and i plan my future without him. i am not sure if he's doing that because i got that line of thinking, or vice versa. we reached the point of being each other's male-female bestfriend that romance is non-existent end everything's just routinary. we lost it. we just stay because we've gotten so used to the things we do.
i got a higher paying job that only makes me work 5 times a day. it's still the same crappy job. just bigger pay check.
sorry my thoughts are all scattered. i told you my life is one boring hell. sheez...
i cannot believe i even thought of getting a tattoo saying 'im contented' at this age. twenty years ago i told myself that i am getting married when im 27. that would be the perfect age. i'd have loving husband that i am legally binded to, shall have a daughter, i'd have good savings, will have friends who invite me for events every weekend, and my parents wont get a hold of me, and i'd still look hot.
AND NOTHING'S GOING RIGHT. NOT EVEN ONE DAMN THING. in a few months i'll be 27th, and i dont even have the enthusiasm to go next building and workout so i can at least look hot.
what's happening to me???
i am sweating in this tiny room and if not for arrival of reah's brother, i would not be talking to anybody for two straight days. i spent my weekend marathon-ing 'how i met your mother'. it's one crazy show and if not for it i would not be exercising my facial muscles. my life is one boring hell.
i am at one of the lowest points of my life. i never felt this low since r dumped me. at least that time i had somebody to blame. but now everything's because of my own doing. i've been with a guy for two years and we dont even see us growing old together. yeah i know that youre in a relationship with the high hopes of seeing it last til the end. we have not gone to that point. i dont think we ever will. we know we are not each other's 'the one'. he's not lifting a finger to process the annulment and i plan my future without him. i am not sure if he's doing that because i got that line of thinking, or vice versa. we reached the point of being each other's male-female bestfriend that romance is non-existent end everything's just routinary. we lost it. we just stay because we've gotten so used to the things we do.
i got a higher paying job that only makes me work 5 times a day. it's still the same crappy job. just bigger pay check.
sorry my thoughts are all scattered. i told you my life is one boring hell. sheez...