a rather fruitful weekend

bf is busy with work yesterdat and he had airsoft session the following day. so i made plans of my own! i couldn't believe how much i was able to do, instead of just eat-sleep-eat-sleep routine that we've gotten used to.

watched kimmidora. i think im becoming too serious now. i didn't like it. i think it's overrated. or maybe i was just expecting too much.

watched 500 days of summer. i liked the lines and story. i hated summer though. aaaahhhh... the heartbreak! come here, jgl, let me comfort you. hihihi

watched my sister's keeper. this is the first picoult novel that i read. i liked it so much that i read all picoult's novels available in the library thereafter. i like her courtroom dramas. i specifically remembered this novel because of its 'ruthless' ending. but i guess i would not have liked picoult that much if it ended in a more sensible way. anyway, the movie was good and faithful to the book. i cried the same way when i was reading the novel -- but it ended differently. way differently! what the hell?! the movie went for the 'sensible' ending. noooohhhhh!!!

watched 'this is it' -- in a moviehouse. ok here's the thing, eversince i got a laptop and internet connection, i never go to moviehouses anymore unless it's free. i used to go every tuesday on my first year in hk but i stopped after i realized what a rip off it is when i can always download it from the net and watch it in the comfort of my room. but for michael jackson... how could you cheat on the man? i super super like his songs. even used them as theme songs for friends and past lovers. so i booked the first sunday morning screening and went through the nostalgia. he's still sooo good, and with every song you could feel everybody involved pouring their heart out. they all grew up to his songs and you could really see how they are inspired by the genius who is the star of the show. it's a pity that he didn't live long enough to perform what they rehearsed. much respect, mj.

went snorkeling. we've been planning for weeks and weeks to go to the beach this year but it never pushed through. there's just always a reason to not go - bad weather, no money for transpo, or just plain laziness. i packed last night everything i need for my solo flight snorkel adventure. i was thinking of backing out the last minute because i didn't get enough sleep the night before. but i gave myself one push and rode the train. about 3 minutes before i arrived at the beach, rain fell--giving me another reason to go home. but what the heck. i hopped on the ferry and snorkeled to my heart's content. aaaaahhhhh... i definitely made the right choice by going to kiu tsui. and dig this: i got the beach all to myself. sweet, eh?

broke. pero nagpapacosmetic surgery pa!

im having my nose fixed.

not the way that my mom has been bugging me to do. i may be gifted with a big flat nose. but im somehow happy with it. this is what i was given. deal with it.

im having my nose fixed. im having the two big pimple prick scar fixed. i've had them for five years and they are really a big distraction. and they are right to the center! im sure it's the first thing that you notice when you see me face to face.

so there. im having my nose fixed. cosmetic surgery is bloody expensive that just for those two holes, im spending quite a fortune. and treatment lasts for six months! six months of restricted sauna. six months of no direct sunlight. six months of moisturizer overload.

wish me luck. i hope it's gone for good middle of next year.

broke. pero nagpapakasosyal pa din!

im watching 'rent' in manila next february!

ha!

alam mo naman kung ga'no ko kagusto ang rent. pinanood ko ung movie. constant playlist ko ung soundtrack. nanlumo ako ng ilang oras nang malaman kong wala na ung orig theatre version sa UK. di man lang ako hinintay makarating dun bago nila tapusin. sabagay, baka mga lolo't lola na sila, di pa din ako nakakatuntong ng london. or new york? aah ewan.

pero eto at mapapanood ko pa next year! mga pinoy pa ang cast! im sure it will be a blast! i love! i love!

eto pa, nagmaganda pa kong kunin ung mahal na ticket. at ang layo nya na! minsan lang mangyari un, might as well itodo na! saka ko na iisipin kung saan ako kukuha ng pangkain ko by end of the month. parati namang may instant noodles. hahaha!

i am going to cebu!

about a year from now.

as in end of sept 2010 traveling dates. promo ng cebu pacific. $250 lang per person. rt ticket plus insurance. ang saya saya!

if di magamit, walang masama kase di naman kamahalan ang ticket.

dapat parating ganyan.

i so f*cking hate this day

bad week from work.

bad argument with boss.

bad time with bf.

at sangkatutak na personal insecurity.

i hate hate hate this day.

piolo! extra sam milby

ka-chat ko si kuya mike sometime august.

m: hey, we have a big event coming up. guess who are the artists coming
b: piolo pascual!
m: pano mo nalaman?
b: weeeehhhh?! seryoso? pls stop pulling my leg. it's wishful thinking.
m: hinde. sya talaga. kasama si sam milby
b: *bleep *bleep * bleep waaaaaahhhhh!!! oh my god, naihi ako sa sobrang excitement!

pag sinasabi nilang may dadating from pinas, i swear, si piolo talaga ang winiwish kong dumating. alam na nina kuya jong kung pano ako i-excite! just say the magic word at talaga aaliwalas ang mukha ko.

you see mahal ko na si piolo nung nagmomodel modelan pa lang sya sa glitter magazine kasama sina vince pinto, et al. wala pa syang movie nun at talagang starlet pa ang mga poses nya dun sa magazine na pinagpapalit ko for lunch nung high school. napanood ko karamihan sa mga movie nya. as in kahit nung katabaan pa si judy ann, kinikilig ako kase si piolo pa din un. kahit ipilit ng mga friends ko na bading sya, wala akong pakialam.

the night before the concert, nagguest pa sila sa radio station. promise un lang ang time na nakinig ako sa buong duration ng program. at eto pa: sinubukan ko pa tumawag sa hotline! imagine 30 mins kong sinusubukan makapasok, ayaw talaga!!! never kong ginawa un ever!

so there, mega hatak ako ng friends para sa concert. may mga nagsabing pupunta daw at sasamahan ako pero eventually walang sumama. pero kahit mag-isa lang ako, di ko palalampasin un. half a lifetime ko na syang minamahal! so bili nakong ticket, ung pinakamahal. sa tagal ng hinintay ko, pwede naman sigurong pagpaliban muna kakuriputan ko. paalis na lang ako, biglang tawag si kuya jong. as in ung papulbos na lang ako ng mukha at larga na. meron daw syang 4 compli tickets. gamitin daw namin ni b, basta isama ko ung friend nyang turista at dalhin sa concert! aba aba!!! exagg ang compli ticket ni kuya. ticket pala ng sponsor! napanis ang expensive ticket ko. sa pagpipilit, sumama si b kahit mamimiss nya cantonese class nya. sa wakas, meron pang magpipicture! woohoo!!! wala akong balak magdala ng camera. nandun ako para i-enjoy ang concert. buti na lang andun si b para idocument ang event!

so ayun, pasok na sa venue. exagg ang ticket! second row from the stage! as in pag may mga epal na lalapit sa stage mula sa likod, pwede mo silang awayin at sabihan na bumalik sa pwesto nila. you get outta here lowlifes! you see, we got sponsor tickets! un na! saktong dating namin ang pagpasok nila. as in parang hinintay lang kameng dumating para magstart na sila. how sweet.

starstruck is an understatement. tumigil ang tibok ng puso ko. nagflashback lahat ng panahon na kinilig ako sa kanya. naihi pa ata ako ng bahagya. nanginig daliri ko. namental block ako. ganun ang effect ni piolo. i swear!

at knowing 99% ng attendees ay kababaihan..naku, puro tili talaga! sigawan to the highest level! itong si b, nagtatampo pa kunwari. masyado daw nakakabastos na sobra akong kiligin samantalang katabi ko lang sya. ewan kung anong sinabi ko at pinabayaan nya na lang ako. buti na lang may camera at nalilibang sya pagkuha ng pictures. kalaunan sya pa ang nagtutulak saken para makalapit at mahawakan ang mga artista. yan ang supportive boyfriend!

aaminin ko hindi ko masyadong trip ang pagkanta nya. napakanormal ng boses, ang boboring pa ng kinakanta. pero taena, ang gwapo nya talaga. ung gwapo na kaya ka nyang ihypnotize para isipin mong singer material sya.

at itong si sam milby? in fairness marunong naman kumanta. pero ang lolo, hindi flawless, promise! as in from my seat nakikita ko ang numerous zits sa may jaw area. saka parang may mali sa mukha nya. parating nakangiti. walang moment na di ko nakitang nakatago ngipin nya!

o ito na ang pictures! ang dami pa pero tinatamad na ko magupload. ung last picture un ang patunay na nahawakan ko si piolo! ako ung may black checkered scarf. promise first time ko lang gawin un! at least ung kay jericho dati may dignidad ng bahagya. ito wala talagang kapoise poise. tapos nung nahawakan ko sya, ayaw kong bitawan. as in kailangan nyang hatakin kamay nya para makamove sa ibang hayok na ale na katulad ko. si sam di ko nahawakan. tama ba namang two persons from my left, bigla na syang tumigil at lumipat sa ibang area. booo!

pot*ng inaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

alam ko bente sais na ko, pero syutex, kinikilig ako sa katorse!!! jojo i love you!!!