ultimately cheesy

it was the most mundane moment. i asked him to pop in the microwave the left over pork brisket from my last dinner meeting. we were hungry. nothing sexual. a few seconds later i found myself looking in his eyes, it's like seeing them for the first time. we've been hanging out as pure buddies for quite a while but it's the first time that it dawned on me and i admitted that i have really fallen deep. i am one impulsive person and i believe that falling for someone doesn't involve a very long time of getting to know each other. it's like shopping. i don't have to scour the entire mall getting something when a particular item 'calls' for me. i just know that it's what i am looking for.

i haven't felt so light in such a long time. i've never been happier in my entire stay in hk. it feels so good i wouldn't want it to end. it feels so right i just want to keep it to myself. it's that sacred.

yes, im in love. this time it's not imagined. not one way. not just a winter fling. screw being afraid of getting hurt. maybe he won't afterall.