life

life is sometimes hard to understand.

two hours after i posted my last entry, the guy concerned called! talk about being non-existent for a month and just when i was about to officially forget him, he pulls me back with his charming ways. i'd be a hypocrite if i say i was not happy to hear from him. but that time i think i handled things well. i appeared cool - friendly yet unclingy.

and i decided to pursue another hobby. it has to be completely different from what i have been doing. it has to be something that i never did before.

im thinking of:

1. writing poems
2. learning how to play a guitar
3. taking taekwondo lessons
4. taking muay thai lessons
5. learning russian
6. painting
7. scrapbooking

what to do?