i saw b and his gf. we were biking and j and i got lost and for some reason we bumped into them. he was looking good. the girl looked typical cute young chinese girl. i didnt feel any bitterness but i had 'that' reaction. it's the normal reaction when you see someone you used to love and you see him/her with someone new. it's not always that easy to brush aside. not that you dont want to be that girl on the other side, im just saying it's a surprise and no matter how many times you play that scene in your head, you will never be ready. m said that that's because there were things unsaid when we broke up. there's never a civil break-up. people need to tell each other why they think the other had been a jerk/bitch.
but as usual my friends got my back. they were trying hard albeit in a slightly brutal way to help me deal with it. a few times in your life everything becomes just plain shitty, and sometimes you're lucky you have true friends to help you go through it. it's almost a year since our 'renewed' friendship has strengthened and i swear i wouldnt have taken it the other way.
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