my 500th post

I am saving my 500th post for something really special. And now I got an effing story to tell. I was so drunk last night that i slipped in the bar cr and hit my head on the corner of the wooden table stand of the sink. It was a really deep cut and the bleeding could hardly stop! I never emitted that much blood out of my body except from my monthly period. It was really really scary. I seriously thought that I was going to die by non-stop bleeding. It eventually stopped after I made several tissue paper wet with my own blood.

I had to drag m out of the bar and show her the cut. We went to the nearest 7-11 to buy bandages. We still partied after that. I don’t know… it’s always that way whenever I encounter an accident. I have to show that it was nothing and I could still do things. I slept again at a friend’s place and I could not remember anything else from last night apart from that pool of blood on my face.

And it’s only now that I realize that the cut is just at the top of my right eyebrow. That’s just 1.8cm from my right eye!!! If I was not lucky I could be blind by now! Fuuuck!!!! What if I wasn’t lucky?

So now, I am going to enjoy life as much as I can. I can lose my body parts anytime but while I still have them all intact, I will do all the things I have planned, wanted and dreamt of.

I am so thankful for being lucky!