ok... here's the thing: i've been using b's laptop since february. i gave my laptop to my sister (original plan was just to lend but i ended up giving it to her). anyway, long story short: i used b's lappie for the meantime. then we broke up. then it's still with me... then he emailed me last week asking me to return his things that are still in my flat. i wasn't expecting to hear from him again ever... but there he was, getting all his stuff back.
why am i writing about this? i dont know, it's not about the laptop per se. i certainly could afford a new one, which i already did. but the notebook is the last symbol that i have at least gotten a hand after all the pain and all shemexes. whenever i say to people that we have broken up and we havent been talking at all.. i would smile thereafter and say: what the heck, i got his laptop so f*ck it i got something afterall. and now it's gone.
oh wells... that's life. you win some you lose some. in this case a totally lost a lot. well about him of course.
oh, i forgot to tell you about my date last time. it was totally ruined by friends. but we're good chatmates again after that disaster. he's a good conversationalist and we're good online buddies. but i guess it's going to be left like that. just friends -- which i am ok with. i've reached the point of realizing that i cannot make all new male friends as potential bf. some are just friends. so there, we're good. i enjoy single life and im in no rush to jump into another relationship. what's the point in rushing when you know you'd just have to put up with another jerk? might as well enjoy single life!
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