aaahhh!!!

on my way to get my chinese visa (it's canton fair again! bummer!), i passed by a fitness store... i've been obsessed about trying to lose weight! finally it hit me! im so big that i wear the only pair of slacks that would fit me - 6 days a week! it's disheartening to know that i am now wearing large sizes when i've always been an small size girl. i want to start wearing my clothes again. i have a closet full of clothes that i don't get to wear.

i promised my mom and bestfriend that i would lose weight before the year ends. it's never too late.

back to the story about the store, i want to get that hula hoop with lots of colours! i used to be a hula hoop champion when i was a kid.

and that boxing kit! it's so tempting! i want one!

syet, looks like i'm going to use my kupit money.... i always said that i'll only use it for emergency. this is definitely an emergency.