kinita ni b ung anak nya kanina. mailang daw ung bata pero mukha namang natuwa sya nung nakita nya ung baby nya for the first time. im trying to be this cool girl friend asking how it was. it was a thing of the past, and there's no choice but to live up to the responsibilities. at least that's how i tell myself to see it. pero syet, ang daming pumapasok sa utak ko. paranoia at its finest. it's different pag magkasama kame, away from it all. pero ngayon ang dami talagang pumapasok sa utak ko. i've never been this insecure.
what if the baby asks me to leave her father?
what if he leaves me just to carry on with the family?
what if we end up together, will i end up a good stepmother?
syet ito pala feeling ng kabit.
am i too young to be dealing with this drama? i know i am.
am i sensible enough to remedy the problem? i know i am.
tang inang love yan... aaaaaahhhhhhh!!!
lord, kailangan ko ng kausap!
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naniniwala ka ba na love ka ni b? nararamdaman mo ba?
minsan mapagbiro ang tadhana, kung pwede lang ibalik ang nakaraan alam kong alam ni b kung sino ang dapat piliin...
mahirap din para ke b ang sitwasyon...
me mga dahilan kung bakit nangyayari ang mga bagay bagay...
maybe you think it's unfair kung bakit para ka maging masaya sa piling nya ay you have to deal with his past,but hey, who said life is fair?at least kasama mo sya and there's a chance you two will walk down the aisle someday.
ako nga kahit may kahati i can't give him up,esp. now that we have a son.
that's love - unconditional.
i believe it's not insecurity... it's just one of those times that someone is so dear to you and you're too afraid of losing that person... you have nothing to be insecure about... keep that in mind, ok? i'll see you very soon! take care...
Sometimes God doesn't give a gift in good and appealing packages... just remember na ikaw din ang gumagawa ng sarili mong multo... wag kang masyadong mag-iisip dyan, maloloka ka lang... if you trust b, no need to worry... hindi naman siguro ganon ka kontrabida ang bata para hingin na hiwalayan mo siya... and wag kang masyadong tumingin sa future... you're still young... marami pang pwedeng mangyari...
I have some comfort to offer, but not while we're working together. Perhaps after, and when things get more difficult, or slightly out of hand. Whatever it is, let me know.
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