l**ing again

i've been in a long process of self rediscovery that i lost my meager knowledge of feeling for somebody.

with reference to my previous post on my ex's last letter, i am really determined to move on and be ready for new relationships.

and i was fortunate enough to meet somebody. and turn my world upside down he did.

no one has taken my breath away like he did. or at least in a long time. he threw sweet lines effortlessly that i thought this could be the chance im waiting for.

only to be ditched everytime.

what's new? something from the genius writers of ally mcbeal penned one the most memorable lines ever: (said when ally was dumped by some guy) i've been dumped a lot before, this is not pain im feeling. it's nostalgia.

ill go back to self-rediscovery. it may seem lonely from another person's point of view. but i think it's what i do best.

i don't make any sense at all, do i?