taena, in love na ata ako sa isa kong friend. i just dreamt of him this morning that's why i woke up so late (as in 1.5hrs late), not in a sexual way but we were just kissing randomly while we're out and being so teenage kilig. i know it's just a dream and it could not mean anything... but when i woke up, i kinda smiled. oh no.......
BS tonight. sorry, i've been busy lately. long kwento coming up.
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Friday, January 7, 2011
BS 6
it's my tatay's 51st bday today. i know i've said before but i would like to say again, i am a papa's girl and always will be.
i think i got my salesman, charming, smiling, drunkard genes from him. hihihi...i have yet to meet a person who can beat my papa's drinking abilities. he can finish 24 bottles of beer by himself in one night, and still go to work early next day. oh, i also got my adventurous and music lover thingo from him. i miss listening to queen's or ccr's music at 6 in the morning. he's the only person i know who can do videoke by himself and actually enjoy it.
when i was growing up we were always a team against my mom. my mom is a full time disciplinarian and we always got our dad to spoil us. whenever my sister and i get medals in school, i would not go up the stage if it weren't my dad going with me. my mom would go with my sister, but of course my father got up more. i remember the pride in his eyes every time but most especially when he went up with me during my college graduation. he never went to college and he literally slaved himself to put me to the top school in the country, and his 20 year effort had finally paid off. he may not have gone to college, but im sure he is fulfilled getting up that stage with me. it wasn't just i who graduated that day, so did he (and my mom).
now he's 51 and he's still looking good and fit. i know it's too freudian... but when i get married, i want someone like my father.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
BS 5

the stand! the stand that almost claimed my life! on january 1st i went to the bar where i had the cut forehead accident and i felt like a victim looking at her offender for the first time. hahaha! but we're all good now. i think i will be going to the same bar quite often this year. i kinda have a crush on the bartender. hihihi... but im 80% sure he's gay. oh god, why do i always fall for gay men? boohoo!
BS 4
Monday, January 3, 2011
3 yrs!!!!
jusko, tatlong taon na dapat kame ni b this month. takte, three years ko na tinatago ung first message nya saken. pati na din ung unang i love you. pathetic much? hihihi...
binura ko na nga ngayon lang. medyo nanginginig pa nga ako e. nakailang palit din ako ng cellphone pero for some reason buhay pa din ung mga texts na un.
delete message? yes.
delete feelings? for the love of god, a million yes!
binura ko na nga ngayon lang. medyo nanginginig pa nga ako e. nakailang palit din ako ng cellphone pero for some reason buhay pa din ung mga texts na un.
delete message? yes.
delete feelings? for the love of god, a million yes!
BS 1-3
I realize that I am more exciting when I have stories to tell… one photo at a time. And what a good way to start the year by posting one photo per day? I shall call it. BS. Could be Blsm’s Stories, Blms’s Successes, Blsm’s Struggles, or just plain Bullshit as I’ve got nothing better to do.
It’s January 3rd so I should post at least three photos. I feel good today so here you go. All of these happened in one day on my last trip to the Philippines.
Photo 1:
With Chico and Delamar. They are my most favorite radio tandem. Actually I do not listen to anyone else except them. Their top ten sessions are always hilarious even though the topic is too mundane. They are already in their late 30’s but they can still afford to act and discuss teenage stuff, and still get naughty along the way. I am thankful that my friend asnallar was able to take me there. Voila! Woohoo!

Photo 2:
With some of my friends at the UP oblation. It’s been a while since I went there and now we made sure we are equipped with the props to make it more believable. The girls are wearing UP shirts, and the guys are wearing UP ID lanyards. Hahaha! It was so fun walking around the acad oval once again. UP will always be the school which I associate myself with. It’s not the best when it comes to facilities, and I don’t think we got the best professors (well maybe we do, but they are just too lazy!)… I love it because it gives you the proper atmosphere to think beyond the box, to be resilient, to excel amidst the scant resources. I never liked the catholic education that I had to put up with for the first 10 years of my schooling life. But with UP, I knew right from the start that I certainly belong.

Photo 3:
Inside the milk tea shop of my friend A. You have to give it to this boy. I just know that despite his happy-go-lucky attitude, he’s a tycoon in the making. Now at 24, he’s put up his own business… and he didn’t even ask for the help of his parents to finance it. He would come to HK once in a while to visit me and it’s always nice to catch up with him. And to top it all of, we all got free milk tea. Woohoo!
It’s January 3rd so I should post at least three photos. I feel good today so here you go. All of these happened in one day on my last trip to the Philippines.
Photo 1:
With Chico and Delamar. They are my most favorite radio tandem. Actually I do not listen to anyone else except them. Their top ten sessions are always hilarious even though the topic is too mundane. They are already in their late 30’s but they can still afford to act and discuss teenage stuff, and still get naughty along the way. I am thankful that my friend asnallar was able to take me there. Voila! Woohoo!
Photo 2:
With some of my friends at the UP oblation. It’s been a while since I went there and now we made sure we are equipped with the props to make it more believable. The girls are wearing UP shirts, and the guys are wearing UP ID lanyards. Hahaha! It was so fun walking around the acad oval once again. UP will always be the school which I associate myself with. It’s not the best when it comes to facilities, and I don’t think we got the best professors (well maybe we do, but they are just too lazy!)… I love it because it gives you the proper atmosphere to think beyond the box, to be resilient, to excel amidst the scant resources. I never liked the catholic education that I had to put up with for the first 10 years of my schooling life. But with UP, I knew right from the start that I certainly belong.
Photo 3:
Inside the milk tea shop of my friend A. You have to give it to this boy. I just know that despite his happy-go-lucky attitude, he’s a tycoon in the making. Now at 24, he’s put up his own business… and he didn’t even ask for the help of his parents to finance it. He would come to HK once in a while to visit me and it’s always nice to catch up with him. And to top it all of, we all got free milk tea. Woohoo!
Sunday, January 2, 2011
planning my 2011 travels
my friends and i have been planning on doing this blasting EU trip. it's the 3 week trip that i've been planning on as far as i could remember.
not sure if it's pushing through as i have other destinations in mind, and i have always been a fan of solo travelling. the eu trip involves a lot of money and i am not sure if i have to do it this year... as some destinations are equally exciting:
- palau and swim the jelly fish lake
- cambodia and see the angkor wat
- chengdu and do nature tripping
- phuket and snoooorkel
- return to guilin and do the hot air balloon ride + bigger white water rafting thingo
aaahhhh, so many things to do so little money and annual leaves!
not sure if it's pushing through as i have other destinations in mind, and i have always been a fan of solo travelling. the eu trip involves a lot of money and i am not sure if i have to do it this year... as some destinations are equally exciting:
- palau and swim the jelly fish lake
- cambodia and see the angkor wat
- chengdu and do nature tripping
- phuket and snoooorkel
- return to guilin and do the hot air balloon ride + bigger white water rafting thingo
aaahhhh, so many things to do so little money and annual leaves!