guys, alam ko na kung anong lahi ang mapapangasawa ko kung di man lang pinoy - elitistang indian!
bukod sa aking summer fling na natapos tong gabing ito... may bago ulit akong crush! sosyal na indian. classmate ko sa cantonese class (kakadaan nya lang habang sinusulat ko to! haha!).. wala sya sa class pic though. pero nakikita ko sya sa gym! at kinakausap nya ko.. haha... grabe magaling talaga sila mambola. sobrang articulate. walang bahid ng typical nilang accent. not to mention sobrang gaganda ng mata. wehe.
ano ba yan, para akong grade schooler!
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
this is another dream come true!
travel for free! confirmed! yippee! woot! woot! i'm going to south africa on monday evening! waaahhh! i can't contain my excitement! i got my visa this morning! (it's not very obvious that i'm too overwhelmed with all these exclamation marks, is it?)
republic of south africa here i come!
republic of south africa here i come!
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
fan pic ba kamo?
with father robert reyes, pinas' running priest
taken during the opening of the pagbabalik exhibit
taena, ang taba ko na!
my pic with my photos at the back:
mine are the beach photos
Thursday, June 14, 2007
l**ing again
i've been in a long process of self rediscovery that i lost my meager knowledge of feeling for somebody.
with reference to my previous post on my ex's last letter, i am really determined to move on and be ready for new relationships.
and i was fortunate enough to meet somebody. and turn my world upside down he did.
no one has taken my breath away like he did. or at least in a long time. he threw sweet lines effortlessly that i thought this could be the chance im waiting for.
only to be ditched everytime.
what's new? something from the genius writers of ally mcbeal penned one the most memorable lines ever: (said when ally was dumped by some guy) i've been dumped a lot before, this is not pain im feeling. it's nostalgia.
ill go back to self-rediscovery. it may seem lonely from another person's point of view. but i think it's what i do best.
i don't make any sense at all, do i?
with reference to my previous post on my ex's last letter, i am really determined to move on and be ready for new relationships.
and i was fortunate enough to meet somebody. and turn my world upside down he did.
no one has taken my breath away like he did. or at least in a long time. he threw sweet lines effortlessly that i thought this could be the chance im waiting for.
only to be ditched everytime.
what's new? something from the genius writers of ally mcbeal penned one the most memorable lines ever: (said when ally was dumped by some guy) i've been dumped a lot before, this is not pain im feeling. it's nostalgia.
ill go back to self-rediscovery. it may seem lonely from another person's point of view. but i think it's what i do best.
i don't make any sense at all, do i?
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
and you think you're a loser?
i hereby declare june 13, 2007 as my most unfortunate date for this year of the pig so far.
shet. shet. shet.
if you are feeling extremely low today, just read what i went through today and you'll feel like there isn't any thing to fuss about. come on, blsm is way too unblessed today compared to you.
1. i slept late from the night before. i was told that i would go to south africa with my boss. confirmed. this will be my first client visit abroad. i can feel ants in my pants. this is what i went here for - to be able to travel for free. never mind the meager salary, as long as i get to stay in nice hotels and ride long haul flights, i couldn't be bothered. but then it occurred to me, i wasn't really used to presenting myself in a decent manner. believe me, im ill-mannered, wild, boisterous and very child-like (if not childish). breathe, breathe...this is too much pressure! more than i could ever imagine! how can they put so much weight in a 23 year old little girl? sure im doing fine when we have client meetings here, but it's going to be different when we go there. we're outnumbered and yet we do all the convincing. we'll be like rabbits thrown in a lion's den. then i found an online book by emily post about etiquettes, just to at least brush up on some general manners. and boy, was i too scared! the pages seemed endless. i have only read until the first four chapters and it was very frustrating. four chapters devoted only to introducing yourself - who gets to present whom, when to bow, etc. i wasn't prepared for any prim and proper guidelines at all! how can i keep up? primmed people were trained since they were kids, and i only have to go by the book in 10 days. i don't even think i got class in my genes. what now??? waaahhh!!!!
2. i found a cockroach in one of the dishes in our lunch. talk about losing your appetite for a frustrating day.
3. got turned down by other members of the photography club. i was tasked to get two non-exhibitors to cover the opening of the exhibit on saturday. and they are all not available. what now???
4. im sort of hanging around (i wouldn't really call it dating) with some guy now and he is terribly sick with flu. i kept on following up with him for three days now, but it seems that he is in no condition to see anyone. of course i understand the situation. he's too tired to even bother talking to anybody. but can you imagine the frustration on my part? i am not really a caring person and it's rare that i show concern to some body. and it is a big blow to be turned down when you are so stuck with the idea of being nice for once. i didn't mind if i looked too eager, too pathetic or too desperate - but only to be turned down incessantly.
5. got turned down by another friend. the task was really simple. just put the flyers in the bar where he'll go tonight. and i was turned down! i believe that friendships are supposed to be a mutual exchange of favors. and when you bug me in the middle of night borrowing for money, the least you can do is reflex a few muscles and put the flyers on the table.
6. was informed that the only non-exhibitor that is supposedly sure to cover the opening is going to be late. how about that? no one to cover the event at all!!!
7. with all these, i needed to do therapy. and what could it be? of course photography! i decided on finally doing my plan of walking along hong kong island and just snap photos of its structures armed with tripod and pda to keep me company on the day that i struggle to reverse the tides. and you think i can finally end my misfortunes for the day? it rained really hard after 5 mins i had gone out! no more therapy! im so going to lose my nerve.
8. so i went to the gym instead. and guess what? i forgot my padlock! now im going to work out bringing a giant backpack. and i'll get paranoid when i take a shower because i'll be leaving my stuff in the unsecured lockers. damn.
9. oh, i forgot to mention. im having problem with my south african visa. the general manager couldn't furnish a company letter since she still needs to get bank endorsement. and she blames me since i didn't ask for a letter earlier. why can't this day end???
anyway, im writing this post on the free computer in the gym. i need to let them all out before i encounter any more misfortune. and i haven't enumerated the endless problems of my accounts at work!
i still got one and a half hour left. what else can wrong???
no more please.
shet. shet. shet.
if you are feeling extremely low today, just read what i went through today and you'll feel like there isn't any thing to fuss about. come on, blsm is way too unblessed today compared to you.
1. i slept late from the night before. i was told that i would go to south africa with my boss. confirmed. this will be my first client visit abroad. i can feel ants in my pants. this is what i went here for - to be able to travel for free. never mind the meager salary, as long as i get to stay in nice hotels and ride long haul flights, i couldn't be bothered. but then it occurred to me, i wasn't really used to presenting myself in a decent manner. believe me, im ill-mannered, wild, boisterous and very child-like (if not childish). breathe, breathe...this is too much pressure! more than i could ever imagine! how can they put so much weight in a 23 year old little girl? sure im doing fine when we have client meetings here, but it's going to be different when we go there. we're outnumbered and yet we do all the convincing. we'll be like rabbits thrown in a lion's den. then i found an online book by emily post about etiquettes, just to at least brush up on some general manners. and boy, was i too scared! the pages seemed endless. i have only read until the first four chapters and it was very frustrating. four chapters devoted only to introducing yourself - who gets to present whom, when to bow, etc. i wasn't prepared for any prim and proper guidelines at all! how can i keep up? primmed people were trained since they were kids, and i only have to go by the book in 10 days. i don't even think i got class in my genes. what now??? waaahhh!!!!
2. i found a cockroach in one of the dishes in our lunch. talk about losing your appetite for a frustrating day.
3. got turned down by other members of the photography club. i was tasked to get two non-exhibitors to cover the opening of the exhibit on saturday. and they are all not available. what now???
4. im sort of hanging around (i wouldn't really call it dating) with some guy now and he is terribly sick with flu. i kept on following up with him for three days now, but it seems that he is in no condition to see anyone. of course i understand the situation. he's too tired to even bother talking to anybody. but can you imagine the frustration on my part? i am not really a caring person and it's rare that i show concern to some body. and it is a big blow to be turned down when you are so stuck with the idea of being nice for once. i didn't mind if i looked too eager, too pathetic or too desperate - but only to be turned down incessantly.
5. got turned down by another friend. the task was really simple. just put the flyers in the bar where he'll go tonight. and i was turned down! i believe that friendships are supposed to be a mutual exchange of favors. and when you bug me in the middle of night borrowing for money, the least you can do is reflex a few muscles and put the flyers on the table.
6. was informed that the only non-exhibitor that is supposedly sure to cover the opening is going to be late. how about that? no one to cover the event at all!!!
7. with all these, i needed to do therapy. and what could it be? of course photography! i decided on finally doing my plan of walking along hong kong island and just snap photos of its structures armed with tripod and pda to keep me company on the day that i struggle to reverse the tides. and you think i can finally end my misfortunes for the day? it rained really hard after 5 mins i had gone out! no more therapy! im so going to lose my nerve.
8. so i went to the gym instead. and guess what? i forgot my padlock! now im going to work out bringing a giant backpack. and i'll get paranoid when i take a shower because i'll be leaving my stuff in the unsecured lockers. damn.
9. oh, i forgot to mention. im having problem with my south african visa. the general manager couldn't furnish a company letter since she still needs to get bank endorsement. and she blames me since i didn't ask for a letter earlier. why can't this day end???
anyway, im writing this post on the free computer in the gym. i need to let them all out before i encounter any more misfortune. and i haven't enumerated the endless problems of my accounts at work!
i still got one and a half hour left. what else can wrong???
no more please.
Thursday, June 7, 2007
nerd test
took an online nerd test. results:
Overall, you scored as follows:
45% scored higher (more nerdy),
2% scored the same, and
53% scored lower (less nerdy).
What does this mean? Your nerdiness is:
Somewhat nerdy. I mean face it, you are nerdier than about half the test takers.
nyiii...
Overall, you scored as follows:
45% scored higher (more nerdy),
2% scored the same, and
53% scored lower (less nerdy).
What does this mean? Your nerdiness is:
Somewhat nerdy. I mean face it, you are nerdier than about half the test takers.
nyiii...
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
love story
i started and finished erich segal's love story last night.
i put it down it at past 3am and i feel so happy yet heavy hearted.
the story is light but it still triggered that soft spot in me.
but why does segal have to kill jenny? they are so in love! they are so perfect for each other! just when everything is going their way, leukemia sets in. why?!?!
i am not so affected, ain't i? ;)
i'll read it again tonight. loves it that much.
is it just me, or nicholas sparks' a walk to remember really has similar story line?
i put it down it at past 3am and i feel so happy yet heavy hearted.
the story is light but it still triggered that soft spot in me.
but why does segal have to kill jenny? they are so in love! they are so perfect for each other! just when everything is going their way, leukemia sets in. why?!?!
i am not so affected, ain't i? ;)
i'll read it again tonight. loves it that much.
is it just me, or nicholas sparks' a walk to remember really has similar story line?
Monday, June 4, 2007
oh no.
I am in trouble. Big time. Just when I thought I have everything under control, I got trapped in my own unsolvable maze. Shit.
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